heaven amidst hell?

how can that be?

at last, the first series of exams is over, having finished the last two yesterday. last week and the week before that are the most troubling weeks for me. i can't seem to get anything finished. i've got so many things to do and still have many problems to solve, not to mention math problem sets.

i think i'm not going to fair well in the exams i just took. i was in a "personal crisis" when everything in my life just can't seem to get to its right place. i felt so depressed to think that i just needed an outlet to voice out (read: crying) but my eyes can't seem to agree for i had so many things to read and study.

i just thought anytime i would breakdown.

surprisingly, now, i'm sitting in front of our computer, coming from a good sleep, feeling refreshed again and that ready to face everything. what happened?

fate wouldn't make some things happen. here's one big problem that i can't seem to get out of. it isn't a problem but it seems to get in the way of what i feel. but thankfully, he's gone out of my way. i really felt relieved. also, now that the exams are finished, it's another reason for somehow to breathe sighs . at least, a few of my worries are gone. of course, there will always be worries. people always have them. i still have the responsibility in the music min for the fiesta to think about, but i know, it would finish soon.

we just think too much of our problems. we excessively think of what might happen in the future. if we just live one day at a time, the next moment or two, we'll see that we have overcome our worries and problems. just believe that you can do it. anyway, God don't give us something that we can't bear. God would give us what we think is like hell, but on second thought, it might just be the things we need to experience heaven. ü